Veil of Friendship

Years in vigilance have passed as I sought
Many distractions have come and gone
My laughter will hide my sorrow, I thought
Another morning, again, I'm alone.
No tears will ever leap from my eyes
But my soul, it seems eternaly cries
Sitting in my own darkness, in cage
shielded by cynism, hardened by lies.
If only I realized all the past needs
today, different sun would rise from the east
And shine on both of us, on all our deeds
But Sun unpleasant today it seems.
I want to go deeper than smile
Beyond the surface, finding that sadness
Cast it away from depth of the eyes
And leave forever this silent madness.
And when you wake up to the brand new sun
You'll see that enlightened soul has come in the end
Rising from ashes of his own damnation.
Someone whom truly you can call friend.

Ddrove 2006